Feelings

Monday, November 07, 2011

Father-in-law

Sometimes, you wouldn't even know that you love a person so much that his loss leaves a big void in your life. Only after he leaves this world, you realise that he was such a big part in your life. I wish there was an undo button in life and things which happened in a flash, we should be able to rewind and get back.

Why did he leave us and go? Just 10 days before his death, he had told that he would come and join us and we can all live together happily. Am I not fit enough to live with him. Did I make any mistake? Why? Why did God punish us by taking him away? He was with me only for 6 years. Am I not eligible to live with him for more? What wrong did I make? Well, to console myself I should say that he has attained divinity and has become a God now.
Father, I hope you are able to hear me seeking for your forgiveness if I had done anything wrong. For heaven's sake now, please allow me to live with my parents and my dearmost mother-in-law. Grant me an offer in chennai so that I can live in this house where you have had your last life.
There can be no match to you, dear dad, but I promise, as much as I can, I definitely will try to match you and make my mother-in-law feel happy. I promise and I swear and take this as an oath. I also request you to grant me more patience so that I show more love to my mom and my dad as well.

Anybody who would have lived with him even for a short span of life would miss him a lot...I miss him a lot too... he was like a dad to me...used to take care of me so much like a dad...have never seen him as my father-in-law...appa appa nnu kuppttu appa va dhan irundaaru ippadi dhidirnnu enga ellarayum vittu povaru nnu neinaichu kuda paarkkala....very shocking
Miss you a lot Dad..!!!

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